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Changing for someone in the short term vs the long term
Changing for someone in the short term vs the long term People think about changing for someone in different ways... To some, it is logical to make a change for someone when one assumes the change will pay off in terms of a long term relationship, while others might adjust their behavior and expression in the short term knowing that this is just a short term relationship we're in, and we only need to tolerate this unnatural state of being temporarily. On a sex site, this is particularly important to know which way you swing. I personally change (or hide difficult/weird/complicated aspects of myself) only in the short term, while I assume that in the long term, once I find the men who I love more than anything, I will be loved for exactly who I am as a person and a personality, but I do not expect that to happen in the short term with men who are here mainly to get their rocks off by watching me and by, in a way, imagining me to be something that they'd want me to be... And that is what I am here for, I enjoy being the object of men's fantasies, even when I know they are creating a personality for me that isn't entirely real. You imagine I DON'T have childish hobbies, but I do. You imagine my home is sexy and furnished in a way that you would just loooove to see how I live, but that is not true. My home is not sexy for me, let alone you. (There's an area that is pretty hot, and it's not my bedroom. I don't have a bedroom which makes things awkward.) My photos that I share here, although realistic, are shared with the mindset that I do not want to put you off by giving you The Worst Photos that can be taken of me but the best ones, you know? I expect my playmates to offer me the same courtesy, even with the risk of "looking a bit gay". Just to fit a certain standard, you know? Then again, I have a thing about ugly guys and what not, but that's beside the point of this post. I don't really care what my playmates here are like. I may get a pleasant surprise that someone plays with toys for a living, or that they're full on into heavy rock like me, or that they breed dogs, or that they make movies, or draw or paint sexy nudes, or whatever... But I don't expect that to be the case. I am not looking for a long-term partner here, necessarily, I might find one of my ultimate lovers here - and I'm not going to be keeping count - but I also am not expecting that to happen. All I wish for is for us all to enjoy each other's photos and sexiness, without adding too many expectations to it. Therefore... In the short term, I like beautiful photos of beautiful men, sexy stroke of a hard beautiful cock... But I am not quite as excited about gory, downright ugly displays of sexuality that simply makes you despair for the state of the human race. And still, I love those same men drooling all over my photos and videos, telling me how much they want their cock inside me, and I am more than willing to give a guy I'd never normally sleep with that pleasure of entering me - depending on nothing but aligning calendar schedules and a place to do that in/at. I joined this site a few weeks ago and reminded myself to not get too fussy about things and to just enjoy myself... And I have done that, thoroughly. I love this site. And yet... I feel like I again have to put in a fair warning and to say... DUUUUUDES. We're not going to get married unless you are freaking special AND also quite hotted up by the idea of polyandry! |
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